Field Hockey is becoming too much!
AHHHHHH Right now I really want to say I hate field hockey but I know I will regret that tomorrow. First off, I am paying $2000 to go on a stupid trip with them to Barbados….sound nice right. No, it’s not. By trip I mean we start pre-season a week early in Barbados which will be so much hotter than here, we will have practice and a game everyday, along with community service. I don’t mind community service, but I do mind paying $2000 dollars to do it. I also mind having to pay for an extra week of pre-season hell. I have to admitt, the trip was optional but lets just say that if I didn’t go then it would give my coach a reason to cut me. I am not going to give her any reason to cut me ever. All I can say is, I better get a tan for $2000.
But today, I got an email from the captain saying we have to log our workouts daily online so that she knows we are all working out. Ok I know we are suppose to workout but shouldn’t it be our own fault that we are not in shape during pre-season if we don’t workout. Also, my coach didn’t give us any workout guides so how should we know what to do. I guess I’m really pissed about this because I tried running yesterday and almost died of an asthma attack. I have really bad allergies, I mean I have a hard time going to sleep at night because I can’t breathe. Now I’m going to look lazy because I am not running, even though I tried and failed. I am still lifting weights, even though I got light headed yesterday while working on my arms which has never happened before. I just don’t want to look like I’m not trying, when I really am. I mean for heaven’s sake I’m a defender, I just need to know how to shut bitches down. Last time I talked to my coach all she told me to do was to work on my stick skills and lift weights. I will start my running as soon as my allergies clear up, I just feel so much pressure now! Oh and did I mention my arms are killing me from lifting yesterday and Brandon kept touching my arms just to see me in pain today. He loves me so much ;)